People that have TOO much to say should just SHUT UP and not give me stress!
Halloween this year was by far the worst Halloween I have ever experienced since forever, for starters one of my best friend's boyfriends is the biggest asshole I have ever met!!! It's like seriously keep your nose out of my life he doesn't know me! what an absolute gorm. Then second to that, everywhere was dead... I mean people were in the bars but they seemed to be taking pretending to be a zombie too seriously! Halloween usually has this like special feeling like all other holidays do but everyone looked bored and maybe it's just because I'm getting older I don't know. I don't ever dress up so I can't speak but I still know what I mean.
Need to sort out all my uni drama this week too, my life is so hectic right now! I shouldn't complain because it's probably nothing compared to some people's problems, I'm blessed in comparison to some people but I really can't work out what I want or what's for the best. Dramaaaaa I hate it, I wish everything was more simple. I wish someone would just tell me what to do or give me a sign or something to make everything more easy.
PS Romeo Smith from Home and Away is GORGEOUS! God bless Home and Away
Sunday, November 01, 2009
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
Eternal Twilight 2: New Moon Rising
I've been meaning to make a blog about ET2 for ages now but I've been really sick. I know it says I started this blog on 20th but really I just wrote the title then went asleep.
It was so fun though, me and Kirsty basically had no jaw left from laughing all weekend. Edi was so hilarious and Gil :)
Our hotel wasn't as fun as last time because it was missing Kellan and Ashley from the mix but I still love them lovely fattening breakfasts haha. Also loved watching The Hangover on the Friday night, was sooo tired but I love that film! We were basically sleeping with one eye open haha I still can't believe it's £9 to watch a film haha and £4 for a water which I bought by accident but never had to pay for woop! Least we didn't end up wasted on the first night like last time lol... we were quite tipsy on Saturday but not as bad, I loved the party on Saturday the masquerade theme was so fun I can't wait to see what it's like next time.
Gil was so different than I expected, I liked the way talked to us at the signing when we didn't have a clue what to say which was nice then at the photoshoot he called me a lovely lady which I wont forget about haha and when we were in the queue and he was asking what we were queing for :') Oh and Edi with his Kelly/Jackson phone story and his Kelly voice, I hope they get a DVD and put that on it was so random and freaky.
I came home with the biggest Tyson crush, he's so cute! I wanted to go to his guest encounter but they took it off the wall as I was about to bid but to be fair me and Rach would have been in different encounters then but we both last min went to Edi's which meant we had to miss the Tyson, Gil, Chaske talk (gutted) but Edi was really nice, I told him about what I wanted to do and about my acting and he said something like "don't give up because the day you give up might be the day you get your job" wether I stick with acting or not that's good advice for anything really. I said I thought 19 was old and he kept saying things like if Rachel said she was gonna be 20 he said "You're gonna be ollld, she said" haha and I loved it when he pretended we were all in some sort of group meeting and he was saying "So we're here to kill the king" lol and some girl kept telling us about her work placement saying "I'm in germany right now" haha Edi was going "I'm in L.A. right now, this is a hologram" :) Me and Rach were just having our own conversations whenever we didn't know what to say :) So glad they never got onto it...
Oh and I loved meeting Chaske, he was so nice I didn't realise he was like 34? He looks so young he's yummy, I was trying to tell him to sign my photograph and write "chest piece" on his chest but he didn't get it so he wrote something like "that's for the chest" it kinda looks like "thanks for christ" probably because he thought I was insane hahaha.
Can't forget Rachelle and her on the sheep thing :) She was so nice, didn't get chance to talk to her really but then I didn't really talk to Tyson either but they're both lovely and it's a shame I didn't get the chance. I did have the chance to talk to Tyson but I was shy haha the people you wanna talk to most you never talk to how weird.
I can't wait till Feb in Birmingham I am so excited to meet Charlie since so many people from the proms said he's so nice :) I can't wait to see who else goes. I definetly know it doesn't matter how much you know about the guest or anything you always love them when you come home anyway, I'm all for the wolves but I knew nothing about Chaske and Tyson really before I went and to be honest not much about Gil either even though he's in Twilight but now I feel like I've known them for years :P
I can't believe how sick I've been since I've been back though, I've had serious Tysonitis! That's the name of the convention illness this time by the way, last time It was something to do with Peter but I can't remember. I never got sick last time but this time I wasn't as lucky, I've had to be off Uni for over a week which I feel bad about but at least I'm basically better now, chesty but I'll live!!!
xx
It was so fun though, me and Kirsty basically had no jaw left from laughing all weekend. Edi was so hilarious and Gil :)
Our hotel wasn't as fun as last time because it was missing Kellan and Ashley from the mix but I still love them lovely fattening breakfasts haha. Also loved watching The Hangover on the Friday night, was sooo tired but I love that film! We were basically sleeping with one eye open haha I still can't believe it's £9 to watch a film haha and £4 for a water which I bought by accident but never had to pay for woop! Least we didn't end up wasted on the first night like last time lol... we were quite tipsy on Saturday but not as bad, I loved the party on Saturday the masquerade theme was so fun I can't wait to see what it's like next time.
Gil was so different than I expected, I liked the way talked to us at the signing when we didn't have a clue what to say which was nice then at the photoshoot he called me a lovely lady which I wont forget about haha and when we were in the queue and he was asking what we were queing for :') Oh and Edi with his Kelly/Jackson phone story and his Kelly voice, I hope they get a DVD and put that on it was so random and freaky.
I came home with the biggest Tyson crush, he's so cute! I wanted to go to his guest encounter but they took it off the wall as I was about to bid but to be fair me and Rach would have been in different encounters then but we both last min went to Edi's which meant we had to miss the Tyson, Gil, Chaske talk (gutted) but Edi was really nice, I told him about what I wanted to do and about my acting and he said something like "don't give up because the day you give up might be the day you get your job" wether I stick with acting or not that's good advice for anything really. I said I thought 19 was old and he kept saying things like if Rachel said she was gonna be 20 he said "You're gonna be ollld, she said" haha and I loved it when he pretended we were all in some sort of group meeting and he was saying "So we're here to kill the king" lol and some girl kept telling us about her work placement saying "I'm in germany right now" haha Edi was going "I'm in L.A. right now, this is a hologram" :) Me and Rach were just having our own conversations whenever we didn't know what to say :) So glad they never got onto it...
Oh and I loved meeting Chaske, he was so nice I didn't realise he was like 34? He looks so young he's yummy, I was trying to tell him to sign my photograph and write "chest piece" on his chest but he didn't get it so he wrote something like "that's for the chest" it kinda looks like "thanks for christ" probably because he thought I was insane hahaha.
Can't forget Rachelle and her on the sheep thing :) She was so nice, didn't get chance to talk to her really but then I didn't really talk to Tyson either but they're both lovely and it's a shame I didn't get the chance. I did have the chance to talk to Tyson but I was shy haha the people you wanna talk to most you never talk to how weird.
I can't wait till Feb in Birmingham I am so excited to meet Charlie since so many people from the proms said he's so nice :) I can't wait to see who else goes. I definetly know it doesn't matter how much you know about the guest or anything you always love them when you come home anyway, I'm all for the wolves but I knew nothing about Chaske and Tyson really before I went and to be honest not much about Gil either even though he's in Twilight but now I feel like I've known them for years :P
I can't believe how sick I've been since I've been back though, I've had serious Tysonitis! That's the name of the convention illness this time by the way, last time It was something to do with Peter but I can't remember. I never got sick last time but this time I wasn't as lucky, I've had to be off Uni for over a week which I feel bad about but at least I'm basically better now, chesty but I'll live!!!
xx
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
Oopsy Daisy I hurt you again...
Today has been so good I don't know why because I haven't really done anything! I guess I've just been in a good mood. I went to see 'Adventureland' though it was so good! I've developed a thing for Jesse Eisenberg... his character James is way way too good for Kristen's character Emily, she was so horrible to him sleeping with snidey Ryan Reynolds!!! I mean not Ryan himself but you know it's hard trying to remember their character names haha.
So cute... he kinda reminds me of Nick Jonas and I'm not sure why, maybe it's the cute and the hair... hmmmm
I also have a thing for Martin Starr I love him as Bill in freaks and geeks and now he's older he's still as cute like I really feel like he's Bill in real life so when he got hit in Adventureland I felt it for Bill you know? hahahaaa. It's so weird watching Freaks and Geeks because with me obviously getting into it late all the geeks are like 14/15 in the show and if I'd have watched it then I would have been like 9 and now I'm 19 but now they're all like 25+ which is so weird when you see pictures of them on google and stuff because in my head they're still the kids off freaks and geeks but John who played Sam is actually kinda attractive now so I feel like I wanna adopt them when they're in the show because they were so adorable and geeky but when I see them now I wanna marry them and I wanna marry the freaks too, like obviously James Franco but when the show was on they would have been like my age what I am now but the freaks haven't changed a bit... especially Jason Segel. That whole cast is just amazing I wish they could re do it... like the freaks and geeks in university or something that would be so cool but it would sorta ruin it too.
Rambling...
going to go to bed now i start acting classes tomorrow... scary but fun cause i've wanted it for ages... gonna learn keyboard soon too then i start uni on monday! film studies with creative writing... i'm so gonna be clever.
xoxo
So cute... he kinda reminds me of Nick Jonas and I'm not sure why, maybe it's the cute and the hair... hmmmm
I also have a thing for Martin Starr I love him as Bill in freaks and geeks and now he's older he's still as cute like I really feel like he's Bill in real life so when he got hit in Adventureland I felt it for Bill you know? hahahaaa. It's so weird watching Freaks and Geeks because with me obviously getting into it late all the geeks are like 14/15 in the show and if I'd have watched it then I would have been like 9 and now I'm 19 but now they're all like 25+ which is so weird when you see pictures of them on google and stuff because in my head they're still the kids off freaks and geeks but John who played Sam is actually kinda attractive now so I feel like I wanna adopt them when they're in the show because they were so adorable and geeky but when I see them now I wanna marry them and I wanna marry the freaks too, like obviously James Franco but when the show was on they would have been like my age what I am now but the freaks haven't changed a bit... especially Jason Segel. That whole cast is just amazing I wish they could re do it... like the freaks and geeks in university or something that would be so cool but it would sorta ruin it too.
Rambling...
going to go to bed now i start acting classes tomorrow... scary but fun cause i've wanted it for ages... gonna learn keyboard soon too then i start uni on monday! film studies with creative writing... i'm so gonna be clever.
xoxo
Friday, July 24, 2009
I keep thinking it's Saturday
I can't wait till Saturday but I keep on imagining it is Saturday! I hate it when that happens, when I leave college my body clock gets so messed up. My mum always thinks Thursday is Friday though so I think messing up days runs in my family.
I'm going out for a drink tomorrow night with my homie, we're wearing flats! Hallelujah because heels suck and ruin nights out, they look lovely but they hurt so bad don't they so we're gonna just truly get wasted like old times before we knew heels and weren't even old enough to be in the bar. Going to try out a new place, Mojo... didn't even know it existed till like a month ago, god knows how we'll find it, we'll have to take a map.
Hmmm can't wait till my dad comes back from the shop with my marshmallows. They're the best food in the world to me at the moment I don't know why lol...
hmmm
Got a nice new head band today and shoes!!!
Can't wait till tomorrow!
heres my dad! marshmallow time!
xxx
I'm going out for a drink tomorrow night with my homie, we're wearing flats! Hallelujah because heels suck and ruin nights out, they look lovely but they hurt so bad don't they so we're gonna just truly get wasted like old times before we knew heels and weren't even old enough to be in the bar. Going to try out a new place, Mojo... didn't even know it existed till like a month ago, god knows how we'll find it, we'll have to take a map.
Hmmm can't wait till my dad comes back from the shop with my marshmallows. They're the best food in the world to me at the moment I don't know why lol...
hmmm
Got a nice new head band today and shoes!!!
Can't wait till tomorrow!
heres my dad! marshmallow time!
xxx
Thursday, July 16, 2009
I'm so tired
Why when I am so tired wont I go to bed? I'll never know.
Such a rainy day today, fun though cause I bought a nice blazer then me and Kirsty seen Bruno!!! So crude but I loved it, he's so random. We now have a weird crush on Bruno, I have a crush on Sacha Baron Cohen as himself and as Bruno but I don't know about Kirsty yet I think it's just Bruno but I can't be sure haha.
I think I'm definetly going to bed asap! I'm getting a bit visiony now like when you think the wall moved you're so tired.
Such a rainy day today, fun though cause I bought a nice blazer then me and Kirsty seen Bruno!!! So crude but I loved it, he's so random. We now have a weird crush on Bruno, I have a crush on Sacha Baron Cohen as himself and as Bruno but I don't know about Kirsty yet I think it's just Bruno but I can't be sure haha.
I think I'm definetly going to bed asap! I'm getting a bit visiony now like when you think the wall moved you're so tired.
Wednesday, July 08, 2009
Wednesday
Today was really fun, met up with Kirsty to go into the village! we went for a costa which I was craving!!! like crazy and it was lovely! I got a vanilla low fat frescato and it was delicious. I also got to wear my new dress today which I got from ASOS.COM
It looks like this:
Quite a steal too at £22 I must add.
All would have been lovely only I fell as I was getting onto the bus though, damn being 5'3 those bus steps are too high for us tiny people, seriously!!! good job it was empty though or my rep would have been seriously torn.
I got a free 'He's Just Not That Into You' book today in Glamour mag aswell, how cool. I love that film so I thought you know I'll check out the book. One of the main reasons I love the film is because my Bradley Cooper future husband is in it, also Scarlet Johansson is in it too and I love her, she's one of those women that you are insanely jealous of but yet you love them at the same time.
Think I'm going into town tomorrow to meet up with Kathryn she's a friend from my first year at college. How time flies! be nice to catch up, if the plan goes ahead anyway! she wasn't sure the day was ok and I'm busy on Friday.
Might be seeing Transformers this week with Kirsty, she loves it! I'm not so sure but Shia is serious eye candy so it's all good. Seen The Hangover again last night, it was my 5th time! I'm crazy I know but I can't get enough, that DVD is going to be so battered when I get my hands on it... I can't wait for the release date!
It looks like this:
Quite a steal too at £22 I must add.All would have been lovely only I fell as I was getting onto the bus though, damn being 5'3 those bus steps are too high for us tiny people, seriously!!! good job it was empty though or my rep would have been seriously torn.
I got a free 'He's Just Not That Into You' book today in Glamour mag aswell, how cool. I love that film so I thought you know I'll check out the book. One of the main reasons I love the film is because my Bradley Cooper future husband is in it, also Scarlet Johansson is in it too and I love her, she's one of those women that you are insanely jealous of but yet you love them at the same time.
Think I'm going into town tomorrow to meet up with Kathryn she's a friend from my first year at college. How time flies! be nice to catch up, if the plan goes ahead anyway! she wasn't sure the day was ok and I'm busy on Friday.
Might be seeing Transformers this week with Kirsty, she loves it! I'm not so sure but Shia is serious eye candy so it's all good. Seen The Hangover again last night, it was my 5th time! I'm crazy I know but I can't get enough, that DVD is going to be so battered when I get my hands on it... I can't wait for the release date!
Saturday, July 04, 2009
Chicka Chicka Yeaaaah
Wow! Didn't realise I already owned a blog on here and what a douche I sounded in 2007, it is so strange to read things you wrote in the past likeeee I was 17 then and now I'm 19, how strange. It was online for like that long just sitting there in cyber space. Kind of like those emails you send yourself when you're your age now for the future you, I'm gonna have to do one of those! I'll get it when I'm likeee old and be like omg an email, how old? Will they even exist then? probably not.
Seriously I can't believe Summer is starting off so shit... actually I can't decide if sitting around doing nothing watching TV is s good thing or a bad thing, I'm sure some people would see it as a good thing but I am getting pretty bored. I need a job really bad now to save for my 21st! quite a while away yet but I spend alot so I need to save alot too. I tried to apply for a sales assistant job in Mama's and Papa's today... thing is you needed SIX whole months experience in a similar field but it's like... hellloooo recession, credit crunch etc do they not realise that for the past year it's been hard to get experience because no one wants part time college workers, how are you supposed to get a job that needs experience if there's no where to get experience??? the funny thing is, half the people with a job in there probably are stupid. I've done like college and stuff I thought that was an advantage??? obviously not.
Anyway whatever I'm so over that, I can't believe I've only just recently discovered my love for 'Superbad' I'm developing strange crushes on men like Michael Cera and Seth Rogen, is it this heat cause they're usually not my type. How cute is Michael though? he's a really good actor I never realised, I got 'Juno' and 'Nick and Norah's Infinite Playlist' too, they're both amazing films! Nick and Norah is so cute, I never realised Kat Dennings is the girl from 'The House Bunny' till I checked her IMDB, that is also a really good film! Anna Faris what a legend???? Apart from 'Observe and Report' I am still not sure what to think of that film, it felt a bit trippy to me and I don't even do drugs.
I've got a feeling if I continue to use this blog all it will be is me ranting about films all summer! I guess it gives me somewhere to write my rubbish instead of injecting it into unsuspecting victims that I can FORCE into listening to my rubbish. At least here no one will probably even see it, I mean it would be cool if someone read it right? You'd have to be like an internet celebrity for that though and that is kind of lame. I used to think wow how amazing would it be to be known for nothing but now I kind of have dreams of doing something with my life, productive!!! I'm thinking of going to University and taking Film Studies, maybe English or creative writing too. I'm not THAT creative but I could give it a shot if it came down to it, originally I wanted to take Fashion Promotion which was a phase of course so now I'm pretty screwed, UCAS wont let me change my personal statment which is stupid, they need to cater for indecisive people just like me. I always wanted to do something with film since photography rejected me so I don't know what made me change my mind, I guess it was just my alter ego shining through.
Going to bed now I think, this heat is ridiculous! I visited Los Angeles last year in June and seriously that heat was fine, it was apparently a heat wave and felt great in comparison to this United Kingdom sticky heat. It's just humid and awful, I'd rather be cold and I never thought I'd say this after complaining about the cold.
When aren't I complaining??????
Seriously I can't believe Summer is starting off so shit... actually I can't decide if sitting around doing nothing watching TV is s good thing or a bad thing, I'm sure some people would see it as a good thing but I am getting pretty bored. I need a job really bad now to save for my 21st! quite a while away yet but I spend alot so I need to save alot too. I tried to apply for a sales assistant job in Mama's and Papa's today... thing is you needed SIX whole months experience in a similar field but it's like... hellloooo recession, credit crunch etc do they not realise that for the past year it's been hard to get experience because no one wants part time college workers, how are you supposed to get a job that needs experience if there's no where to get experience??? the funny thing is, half the people with a job in there probably are stupid. I've done like college and stuff I thought that was an advantage??? obviously not.
Anyway whatever I'm so over that, I can't believe I've only just recently discovered my love for 'Superbad' I'm developing strange crushes on men like Michael Cera and Seth Rogen, is it this heat cause they're usually not my type. How cute is Michael though? he's a really good actor I never realised, I got 'Juno' and 'Nick and Norah's Infinite Playlist' too, they're both amazing films! Nick and Norah is so cute, I never realised Kat Dennings is the girl from 'The House Bunny' till I checked her IMDB, that is also a really good film! Anna Faris what a legend???? Apart from 'Observe and Report' I am still not sure what to think of that film, it felt a bit trippy to me and I don't even do drugs.
I've got a feeling if I continue to use this blog all it will be is me ranting about films all summer! I guess it gives me somewhere to write my rubbish instead of injecting it into unsuspecting victims that I can FORCE into listening to my rubbish. At least here no one will probably even see it, I mean it would be cool if someone read it right? You'd have to be like an internet celebrity for that though and that is kind of lame. I used to think wow how amazing would it be to be known for nothing but now I kind of have dreams of doing something with my life, productive!!! I'm thinking of going to University and taking Film Studies, maybe English or creative writing too. I'm not THAT creative but I could give it a shot if it came down to it, originally I wanted to take Fashion Promotion which was a phase of course so now I'm pretty screwed, UCAS wont let me change my personal statment which is stupid, they need to cater for indecisive people just like me. I always wanted to do something with film since photography rejected me so I don't know what made me change my mind, I guess it was just my alter ego shining through.
Going to bed now I think, this heat is ridiculous! I visited Los Angeles last year in June and seriously that heat was fine, it was apparently a heat wave and felt great in comparison to this United Kingdom sticky heat. It's just humid and awful, I'd rather be cold and I never thought I'd say this after complaining about the cold.
When aren't I complaining??????
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